In the bathroom he regretted his actions, he shouldn't have said what he said to her...
He shouldn't have acted that way, he was pretty sure he saw her eyes water even though he didn't see the tears fall.
What the hell was wrong with him, how could he hurt someone he felt so strongly for?
He hurt her, even though hurting her meant hurting himself in the process.
He was like that sometimes, when he senses that he was about to get hurt by someone he cares deeply about, he hurts them even before they have the pleasure of hurting him.
That was his bad habits and he wished he could do something about it. Sometimes he even thought that he changed but then he would do something very bad and he would realise that he is bad as ever, that nothing about him had changed.
He stood under the showe
