Chapter Twenty-One Lover There was something so fun about playing with Sandra. She made me feel things I wasn’t used to feeling. I felt jealousy and a possessive thrill shot through me watching her and King during the shoot. It was a feeling that I felt with King and Lover but it had never been this strong before. We had been together for a very, very long time and that probably played into the lack of jealousy that I had with them. I didn’t mind watching them f**k someone else or each other. Never had I ever wished that I was in their place when we f****d someone together. Sandra made me want to be with her first. To have that first kiss that King had shared with her. For her hands to move over my body like she was trying to take every part of me in. To feel her body pressed tight aga