I kneel down and trace my fingers on the words ..The roughness of the rock felt my fingers .
Keeping the bouquet of lavenders on the grave I let my tears fall .
"I remember you telling me what love means , i remember how you always told me to be kind , to have a soft heart , have virtues , but you never told me how to use them mother "
I wipe my tear .
"I don't know whether i can use your teachings to change ones life , i am to be married to Roman the man who i fear ....fear that he might kill my loved ones , i am confused,am i the hateful person here ? ,do you despise me ,.will you ? ..if i fall for him . Will you grow the hate towards me if i say yes to him ? or will you praise me for saving my father " i said
"I need your blessings, i am to be married today mother ....please watch
