I didn't wake her up. I just sat there on the couch and looked at her while texting Nikita and telling her how much I probably f****d up.
She literally just told me that she loves me. Why did I have to mess it up and tell her the whole truth..? I should have just kept quiet. It was too early.
Nikita tried to calm me down and tell me I'm overreacting.. But I knew I wasn't, I saw her when she went to sleep. She didn't look okay at all.
The day went by and I watched her toss and turn in bed. It broke my heart knowing that I possibly ruined what was about to blossom.
I closed my eyes a bit and tried not to think about it.. Not to think about what a mess I got myself into.
"so you do sleep?" she spoke softly and I kept my eyes closed, "do I?"
"God you're not sleeping? That's a bit creepy.
