Austin has been gone for a day. I've been worried sick but all I can do is sit down and cry my eyes out. I never planned to tell Austin that I got accepted because I wasn't going to go. With Nayvee and now engaged by Austin, I wouldn't leave. Not now or never. I bet the whole wedding thing is off. Even if we were engaged for less than 24 hours.
"Hey Journey, how are you feeling?"
I look over at Austin's side of the bed to see Destiney. She gives me a small smile but all I do is look at her and turn back to look at the wall. It's all my fault. If I wasn't scared of the angry Austin I would have been able to tell him I wasn't going. I was going to stay with him. But that's too late because I let my scaredness get to me. Right now I and Austin would be laying in this bed spooning but inste
