Jake Abbot
I rushed into the Emergency room behind the paramedics just to be stopped by security as she was wheeled into the OR. I called my father from my truck and followed the ambulance to the hospital. She was still unresponsive.
I paced the waiting room until a nurse came and escorted me to an empty waiting room. Then I paced that room. I would sit and then stand up and pace again. I pulled out my phone to count back the weeks from that night we spent together. The baby had to be mine, if two weeks ago she told me she hadn’t been with anyone else.
But I have. Bile rose in my throat, and tears filled my eyes. I’m such a fuckin’ i***t. She’s been carrying my child, and I have done that. She will never forgive me, and I can’t blame her since I’ll never forgive myself.
I sat down, cle
