-Enzo-
I can’t sleep. Every time I close my eyes, I see Reilly’s terrified, tear-stained face. I really f****d up. Sean told me she wasn’t safe, and I thought I was better than him. I thought she was safe because she was in the Esposito home. I was an asshat.
It didn’t take her long to fall asleep, which I’m thankful for. She let me hold her. I thought maybe she’d push me away after I’d screwed up, but she didn’t. She was actually more pleasant about the entire situation than I’d expected when we stepped into the McCarthy house.
I thought there was a possibility that she was over it while we were downstairs. We ate and talked, splitting a bottle of wine before we cleaned the kitchen together. It was nice. It felt normal. Then I gave her a shirt from my bag to sleep in, and
