DIMITRI POV She was killing me, and she didn't even realize it. I shouldn't... no, I couldn't. Lily wasn't in her right mind, she was driven by her heat. This wasn't her. "It's part of her. Aya told me about all her fantasties. She totally wants this." "You're not helping!" "Come on Dimitri. Show me what my Alpha can do." Lily whispered and I almost lost it. The amount of restraint I was showing right now was nothing short of heroic. Thank the Goddess I was wearing pants; My go-to was just a pair of boxers. "Lily, we're not. Not for your first time, not like this." I tried to be firm, but somehow my tone came off as more of a plea. "How do you know it's my first time?" I growled and she giggled. "I'm kidding. I've never had s*x. Never even been kissed. You could change that though.