I hated myself as I withdrew the money from the bank.
I almost started to cry there but I had to act very normal.
I hoped my parents weren’t looking for me already. I hope Jordan was going to be happy now that I was gone.
As I bought my ticket to Lyon, I asked myself again if this was what I wanted.
If I really wanted my baby to grow without his father.
If I really wanted to be independent of my parents forever meaning I never ever get to see them again.
My heart was already breaking.
I had always thought that I loved to be on the safe side and I did not like unnecessary trouble meaning I had to be a stupid coward sometimes.
I wanted to be a stupid coward and go back home.
But free birds weren’t cowards.
And I couldn’t go back home and disgrace my parents with a baby conceived ou
