“I see.” She didn’t really.
“I should have let you know I was leaving but I needed to redirect my energy and I did not want to say things I would regret later. Working out has always been an effective way for me to sort out my thoughts.”
“And?”
“All I know is, despite how angry I feel about not knowing of our daughter, I can’t be without you. I searched for you for ten years. I can’t let you go now. You’re too important to me, Briar. I’m not willing to see us end because I can’t move forward. I need you in my life.” He studied her carefully, noting the way her blue eyes squinted as if confused.
“Oh.”
“I will do better.”
“Is this because of Evander?” she asked quietly.
“No. Yes.” He inhaled deeply, “it is about my issues with trust, Briar. I’m struggling to trust you again. I wish I
