HAPPY HOLI GUYZZ CHRISTIAN'S POV I stood their shocked , stunned an in disbelief , her vulnerable state screamed a huge amount of guilt and regret but why , she was begging for my forgiveness but why , it should be me and not her . If i had taken control over myself everything would have been perfect but no i and my brothers had to ruin every precious and perfect thing like always . Her tear strained face , her helpless state had shattered me to core . the last time when she saw me , her eyes were filled with hate and disgust . Her touch , her smell , her voice , her smile was the only thing that i have been craving for the past days . She touched me and sparks flew but this was not the way that i would ever want her to touch me , this wasn't the look that i wished to see on her innoc