Clifford was sending me texts every single day. I have been trying to ignore but I couldn’t help but answer some of his messages. When he comes back next month, I will be breaking up with him. Just the thought of it brings tears to my eyes. I have always been dreaming of a life with him because he’s the only man I love. But now, now that his life depends on how I make my decisions, I give up on the idea of us. Us will never happen in this lifetime. I can only pray that when we meet again in our next life, things will be different and everything between us will turn out to be perfect. I sighed and looked out in the garden. I have moved back because that was one of my many conditions. She worked hard to pass on the pregnancy to Sage but she failed. Sage and I never spent a night together