[randy] It was kinda weird to eat alone for the first time. Like, I was accustomed for the five days that I have been seeing Thorne inside my apartment. A while ago, while I was eating dinner, it felt so unusual. It was as if eating alone with deafening silence is all new for me. After their practice, he left me alone without a word. Of course, I know his whereabouts for that afternoon. And I guess, he must have been having a good time. Why am I thinking of him anyway? I should have known better that Thorne is a big jerk and a womanizer. Glancing at the wall clock, it’s almost eleven in the evening. Past my bedtime. I don’t like to stay up all night because I don’t have much to do. Not even a gadget, television, or other things that make me want to wake up all night. I can’t afford