[thorne] I’ve been at my car for mostly, two hours now. Not wanting to leave. Just merely staring at Randy through the windows as while reading pocketbook. Damn. I did not notice or I just simply forgot how he’s a total bookworm. He loves reading back when we’re still in school. I sighed. God knew that this is not the life I wanted Randy to put up with. He deserve nothing but the best things in life. Yet, it a simple misunderstanding can create chaos and catastrophe. If it was a curse, I would happily break it now that I foreseen the ugly effect of it. But no. I can’t. Our life is not near to a fairy tale. And as much as I wanted to be Randy’s knight in shining armor, it’s impossible. Now that his heart was with someone else’s. And the worst part is that whatever I do, no matter how

