" I know you're going out of your way to destroy Lawrence, but don't do it at the expense of your daughter." Sandra said before leaving for bed. it really did give me foot for that, especially when I was talking Eliana in and reading her story. I don't ever want to see her sad, and I don't want to be the reason why she's sad either. I know I can't hide the truth about Eliana forever because somebody will eventually find out and the reason why I want to do it tomorrow is because I want to do it on my own terms but what if it has an opposite effect. I know Lawrence won't go for custody because he will fear that I will call him out for what they did to me but I haven't really thought about how all of this will have an emotional and mental effect on Ellie. I was exhausted by the time I we