Zayn
"Where were you?...."Why didn't you come for me sooner?"
After Hope finally fell asleep I couldn't stop thinking about what she said. Did she actually think I would not do everything in my power to look for her. Does she not know what she is to me. Doesn't she know that without her I am the biggest asshole and can't stand to be around any other woman but her. What she said with what Gavin told me had me up all night.
"She was freaking out he had her in chains"
"The next time I saw her he had her hooked up to all kinds of machines"
"She called out for you"
I was haunted with what he told me she went through. Is this the Moon Goddess punishing me for how I used to treat women? Is this Karma hitting me in the f*****g balls?
I never wanted a serious relationship or any kind o
