My birthday is tomorrow and the only thing that I want is Derrick. He only left a day ago and already my wolf and I are sad and depressed about him being gone. My wolf has been curled up inside of me, whining softly every time I think about Derrick, which has been a lot today. I don't know if it's because Derrick is gone or if it's because my eighteenth birthday is tomorrow but all day my body has felt weird, strange even. All day my hormones have been out of control. One minute I'm happy and the next I want to start crying. Usually the tears are accompanied with images of Derrick wrapped up with someone from the Red Ridge Pack. I've heard of others having this feeling right before they're about to come of age or when their mate is near but I always thought that it was being blown out o