Adrian The next morning, I was up early. Nicole had been watching me as I slept, I was sure of that fact because her eyes snapped shut the moment I opened mine. She was upset at me, yet she still watched me as I slept. That was my job though. It was my job to adore her and worship her perfect body even in her sleep. Last night was f****d up. She looked terribly hurt at my dismissal, and I did not know how else to explain to her that whatever I was doing was for her own good. Even after burying it all these years it was still a fresh wound that stung every time someone reminded me of even as much as the name. Because in all honesty, the events of that night still hurt and haunted me, and I had a feeling it was going to stay that way for a long time. I loved Nicole too much to burden he

