I wont let you go

I wont never let you go, never

When I was walking in the aisle I laughed. I laughed because I remember something, something that lead to this.

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5 years ago

"I think you should stop doing that" A big Question marked is printed on my upper head.

"What do you mean?"

"That, stop doing that--Because you look cute" He blushed like a tomato and everyone in the room goes like awe.

I laughed because of what he said. But someone caught my eyes. The boy who didn't even paid attention to ours. The boy who's just busy doodling on his back of his notebook.

I was caught off guard. I didn't know what to react. I've been his classmate since whem we're elementary and he didn't pay attention to me o glance. Because, He's just a normal boy, while me? I'm just a normal. Normal President of our class. Well, we're all normal. We do have cheerleaders and basketball players but that's a different stories. And this ain't a romance cliche movie.

He closed his notebook and looked at my spot. I quickly avoided his gaze and pretended that I'm paying attention on Russell. He's the jerk in our class and my Suitor. I liked, Russell. Liked, like liked. Past tensed, because when I saw how jerk he is I totally turned off. I let him down, Reject him and Even embarrassed him infront of the class. But, as a jerk he is, he still didn't give up. I just gave up and let him do whatever he likes. I just didn't entertained him.

After class, I quickly go to my friends and chitchat about my crush. They didn't know who my crush is, because absolutely, they'll just laugh at me. Well, yes I like that normal boy who didn't even pay attention to me or glance at me, I liked that boy who's busy doodling and listening to music, to not be bothered by the other girls who's borrowing his pen. And Yes, I like Abdel.

5 pm when our class ended. Abdel, the normal boy who I thought didn't even knew my existence. The first one who stood up and leave the classroom. Everyone looked at him. Our Teacher is still there, but abdel already left, My teacher just shrugged because he can't do anything--Its already dismissal.

We have dorm. Well, we could stay there if we don't want to go home. I decided to stay at my dorm because, tomorrow is our debate, and I need to study. My friends is also here, so I'm kinda feel safe.

I excused myself and told them that I need to go to the Library. They all nodded for approval. Well, Its already 7 when I left the dorm, but meh. Im not scared. This school is normal and the students here is all respected and well mannered, well except for thay jerk.

I begun to walk on the hallway when I feel like I've been following. Did I say that this School is haunted? Kidding, this not Haunted. I think?

I walked really fast than before I even turn to different way just to make him feel lost and don't want to let him know where am I going. When I turned again to another way I stopped. Not because I lost him, but because Im trapped.

I breathed heavenly and looked at the guy. I froze. Its Abdel.

"Why are you following me?" I acted like a brave woman. Of course you need to be brave in this kind of situation.

He signaled me to wait, he catches his breath. I begun to scan him, He's unarmed. Nothing can be dangerous, he's wearing our School Uniform and there's no knife on his hand and even on his pocket. Well, its just my guess because I like him okay?

After he catches his breath he looked at me. "I just wanted to say that you drop this" He gave me my handkerchief.

Oh. That's why I felt light on my pocket. Thats why.

"But why you didn't say anything?! You looked like a stalker, you know that?!" I begun to raised my voiced because its really made me scared.

He laughed and scratched his nape. Man! The laughed is everything!! And he scratches his Nape????!!! Excused me Suur?? Your shy?

While Im busy Simping him, He begun to coughed that made me caught off guard again. I laughed because of what I did.

I reached for the Handkerchief that was already in front of me. I don't know what to say after, I just shyly thanked him and awkward come in.

"Uhmm.. You know it's already 8 in the evening, Let's go back to your dorm" I blushed. My crush is worried about me!

I just nodded because Im busy hiding my face to him. I don't want him to see me blushing.

This feels like a Fairytale that become reality. And that story is about me and him.

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"What are you thinking?" I blinked.

I smiled afterwards and put my hand on his shoulder. "Nothing, I just remembered our first met"

He also smiled at me and hold my hand tighter. "I wont let you go. Never" He took my hand and kissed it.

Me too, I wont let you go. Never.

"You may now kiss the Bride"