CELINA'S POV
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I was giving up, I was letting go of the revenge, I was going to choose peace since the chaos wasn't working, and I was going to wallow with wine about my failure, because I meant nothing. I meant absolutely nothing to him, and that's what hurts the most. I loved Sean, I loved him, I truly did and I thought he loved me, I thought we would grow old together and have children. I thought he was going to ask me to marry him, and instead he got a promotion and a new girlfriend with the title.
I laugh, it comes out deranged, and I feel it intoxicating me more than the wine in the glass I'm holding. I was an absolute fool to trust him, to pour everything into what we were.
I can't even remember the last time I did something for me. I'm always doing something for everyone else.
