ENZO KING I needed a friend to talk to, especially after seeing my baby on a video. It hurts so much because even if I try to look for her, where will I even start? I am not coping at all. If by a chance, I stumbled upon a weapon, I would have probably used it on myself. Did I tell you that I have been suspended from work for all the days that I have missed and also missing important meetings? This place became my favorite place after going through all that I am going through. I am a walking dead. I don't even know what day it is today. It never shone on me ever since Nandi left. She left with my light. I am in a bar and feeling quite inebriated. I am having my umpteenth shot of cognac as I wait for Ron. He said he would meet me here as soon as he gets a visa from his girlfriend. I will

