Aurelia (Playlist- Lose Control by Teddy Swims)
I didn’t know who to be more disappointed and furious at. My father. Kiaus. Or myself. My father for enforcing these ridiculous laws and rules about me that made it impossible for anyone to ever get close and therefore, treat me like a caged animal who was just to be admired from afar. Kiaus for the inexcusable punishment he gave to Neve and Rafandra just because she dared to break those rules. For single-handedly taking away the first girlfriend I had ever come close to having because she would never want to be my friend now. And I couldn’t blame her. Or me for being stupid enough to think my life could ever change. That I could ever have friends… walk around the pack freely… or fall in love. I’d let myself get carried away with the fantasy
