I was quiet the whole ride to the hotel. I was calming my nerves, praying so hard that I wouldn’t break down right in this instant.
I would be lying if I said I don’t miss him. I do. As a matter of fact, I severely miss him. Even when I’m mad at him, even when I’m trying to forget him. It’s crazy. I am crazy.
The van stopped and some hotel crew helped us with our luggage. I immediately went inside, totally ignoring Xavion even though he’s been trying to help me go down the van.
I seriously need him to leave me alone because I don’t think I would be able to deal with him now that I am feeling all these sorts of emotions. How could he even kiss me as easily as that? And how the hell am I feeling like this now? Why do I feel like everything came back just like that because he kissed me?
