LUCIA I turn around slowly , as slow as if everything is happening in slow motion , as if I am trying to stretch time as much as possible and make the moment just disappear. The moment my eyes go to this person in front of me , whom I thought I would never see again , a torrent of emotions runs through me , I feel shocked first , to see that it is indeed him and I was not imagining it , then I feel joy to know that he is alive and that he seems to be fine , although he looks older and thinner than almost four years ago when he left , confusion of why he is here now , why did he come back? And finally , the most powerful emotion of all: Anger. I feel my body start to shake from the anger that is slowly taking over me , I clench my fists at my sides to prevent my hands fro