LUCIA Joshua did not leave me alone until I agreed to get into his car so that he could take me to the hospital, the whole trip passes by in silence , because I am trying not to panic , although it is almost impossible , thousands of scenarios pass through my mind of what could be happening with Ben , but the most recurrent of all is that his cancer came back , it was something that the doctors warned us that it could happen , but I ruled it out immediately because I did not want to even think that that could be a possibility. My chest hurts just thinking that something bad is happening to my little brother , he is my whole world , whatever happens to him happens to me too , if he is happy I am too , and if he is suffering I suffer three times more. I feel Joshua eyeing me f