LUCIA I have had one god awful week ; Ben has been hospitalized since last Saturday and the doctors won't give us a concrete answer as to when we can take him home. He doesn't complain about it , of course , but he looks so tired from all of this , I wish I could at least take him to the garden located at the back of the hospital , so he can breath some fresh air and look at the animals outside , that could cheer him up , but they won't let me do that either. Today my mother basically forced me to go to work , not because she is worried about the money , but because , according to her , I have not left this room all week and I already need to feel new airs or I will go mental , although , I think she is the one that could go mental if she keeps seeing her two children in a hospi