JOSHUA
I had to get out of there before I could do something that I may regret later , that son of a b***h's cocky look was pushing me to the limit , and I can't destroy what little progress I made with Lucy.
If I learned something in rehab , it is that when I see myself in the middle of situations that generate that type of stress and bad emotions , the best thing I can do is try to control myself , breathe deeply , and not let the emotions of others affect my own , and if I get to the point where I find it impossible to control myself , then the best thing I can do is just walk away.
The problem is , I don't seem to have a shred of self-control when it comes to that son of a b***h , just seeing him already makes me want to hit him , so the fact that he got out of the car i
