JOSHUA
I knew this night was going to be hard to bear , but not even in my wildest dreams did I imagine it was going to be this horrible ; Not only am I being completely ignored by Lucy , but I have had Kate clinging to me all night , like a f*****g leech.
Zara is not having a much better time herself , because her date is a conceited i***t who only knows how to talk about investments and golf , trips and restaurants with Michelin stars , the poor thing has not stopped glancing at Tom every time she has it within reach , but he , just as Lucy is doing to me , has simply ignored her , in a moment when we are finally alone at the table I approach her and I have to snap my fingers a couple of times so that she stops looking at Tom and pays attention to me .
" What? " she asks m
