THIRTY ONE Lisa I don't know what to say anymore, it's just too much to handle on my own, Ken lied to me; he f*****g lied to me all this time! He's just a liar just like the other people in my life, what wrong did I ever do to deserve such people in my life? Always lying keeping secrets from me when I've been nothing but open to them, I've told them almost everything I don't hide things from them and that's what I expect in return but seems like I'll always be in for big surprises in my life, it's always and it's going to be that way When I heard him talking to his sister I didn't even bother listening to their conversations but when I heard him mention my name I had to stay back and listen to him, I know its bad snooping but it's worth it, would I have known that his sister was Amanda'