Mammon did not look back even if he heard the soldiers hurried movements and initiating CPR to his mother from behind, he was afraid that if he sees his mother’s lifeless body, he might end up reluctant to follow her wishes and immediately bring her to the doctor even without her consent.
That’s why he dare not look back.
It might be a bit of a heartless decision to accept by some other people and he might get criticized for this but that’s just how he is.
He respects her mother’s decision, because he knew himself that if his family, Luvie or Tierra ever lost their life, he might want and wish to die as well with them just like her. This might be a trait he had gotten from his mother. Endless loyalty and Unconditional love.
A loud voice of a soldier woke him up from his reverie and qui
