Hannah had never been scared her entire life than she was at the moment and it was because of two, very, different things. She was afraid of what would happen to Juliet, her best friend. She was afraid that Juliet was at the end of her race with life, and she couldn’t bear the thought of losing her when she felt like she just had her back. And then there was the case with Ivan. She wasn’t sure if the letters worked and she was afraid that Ivan wouldn’t call her, that he would still end up doing what he always did in previous lifetimes, that he would still kill himself and believe that in the next one, he and Hannah would end up together. For a moment, Hannah wondered if she would just give in to what Ivan had always wanted. If she could just be with him until this lifetime ended, even if