Lily Hates Me

2. Confusing Feelings

"Don't worry about the nerd," I said to the angel standing in front of me. Why did she care about this wimp anyway?

"This nerd is my brother!" She cried out!

Seriously? How can this bitch boy be related to someone so amazing? I was annoyed.

"Ppp...please Li..ly, don't get involved. I...I...am fine." Ryan interjected.

Ah so her name is Lily.

"See? He is fine." I stared into her eyes, hoping to intimidate her, but she didn't back down.

"You hurt him, you are nothing but a bully. You think you are so tough, but you are nothing but a coward." She stared back at me with those beautiful blue eyes that made my heartache.

"I..uhh...."I searched for the words to say but couldn't think of anything. I was not the one to get flustered when it comes to talking to a girl. Most girls wanted me to talk to them, so I had a lot of confidence. But looking at her, made me feel all hot and bothered. My stomach was knotted in a twist. What the fuck was wrong with me?

I cleared my throat and stood up straight. I can do this, I told myself. I am the big bad wolf of Greenville high, and I won't let some chick get under my skin.

"I don't give a fuck about your opinion princess, tell your brother to bring money next time, or I will whoop his ass." I glared at them and walked away before she could say anything else.

I sat through the history class, my mind was clouded by the thoughts of her. I've never felt like this about anyone. This foreign feeling in my gut was starting to irritate me. Girls are supposed to be my objects to play with and I shouldn't be wasting my thoughts on them. Maybe I should fuck her, then it would be the end of all these conflicting feelings.

I saw Corinne looking at me from the corner of my eyes. She had a thing for me and offered herself to me. She had a killer body with huge boobs so I was more than happy to bang her a few times. I was not dumb to turn down a great opportunity. She slipped me a note and I opened it.

Wanna come over after school? It read.

I thought about it for a second. Dad didn't ask me to come home early to help him with the shop so I had some time in my hands, so...why not?

I wrote yes on the note and passed it back to her. Gotta love me some desperate bitches.

After school, I hopped in my truck and headed over to Corinne's house which was just a few blocks away. Her dad was some type of businessman so she was one of the rich bitches I hated so much. But since she gave me sexual pleasures I was able to look over the fact. I was about to ring the doorbell, but then I heard a familiar voice across the street and looked in that direction. I stopped in my track when I spotted Lily standing by the mailbox, talking to an older lady. I couldn't hear what they were saying but I saw her smiling and laughing. My heart slightly twitched when I saw her eyes light up as she talked to that lady. Suddenly, I felt guilty about coming in here to have sex with Corinne. I turned around and drove off.

Halfway to my house, I realized what I just did and cursed at myself for being an idiot.

Why are you feeling like you were doing something wrong, Jacob? You don't owe anything to Lily, she doesn't even like you! I thought. I felt confused and annoyed as I couldn't figure out what was happening to me.

But I knew one thing, I wanted her.