It took a couple days but I was finally cleared to get back to training. I hadn’t spoken to Austin since that night in his room. I couldn’t believe that I told him everything that I did. I was ashamed that he knew what happened to me. I knew that he wouldn’t tell anyone, but that didn’t matter. The fact was, he now knew what happened to me. I couldn’t face him. But now that I was back at training, I had no choice. I had to face him. As much as I was regretting it. I didn’t have a choice.
My first day back everyone was happy to see me and we started with the same morning routine and then had breakfast and when we went back out to the training field Austin was waiting for us.
I was trying really hard just to concentrate on training and I wasn’t looking at Austin at all while doing the 200
