Bruce's POV
I do not know how I feel about tonight. I feel nauseous, and I feel like I have done something terrible. I know I did not kill Shane. I know I did not throw him overboard and fit into the sharks while he was still alive. Ethan has warned me against it. I have seen worse in my life. I have seen people overdosed, and I know that Shane deserves every minute of pain he had. I've seen people being murdered, and I have seen a lot of murder scenes. I will get over it. I am sure. I know it will not be easy, but I will overcome it. I didn't expect it to be so cruel. I thought Ethan would shoot him before he fed him to the sharks. I guess I will not make a good member of the Italian Mafia. It is not easy. I look at Ethan and his calm demeanor. I admire him. I must admit he is a tough ma
