It's getting very hard lately. Habang tumatagal ay hindi ko na alam pa ang gagawin ko. My situation with Xan... honestly, I'm losing hope. Baka nga hanggang dito nalang kami. Maybe in time he'll forgive me but for now, I think I have to let go.
For him and also for me. Kailangan ko rin namang mag-move on sa buhay ko. We weren't kids anymore. May mga priorities na kami, may mga kanya-kanya ng work, may kanya-kanya ng iniisip sa buhay. And if we continue chasing and leaving, it won't end. So I have to end this even if I don't want to.
Dearest Xan,
I know you'll prolly throw this paper away but please read until the end. Alam ko na malaki ang sugat na naidulot ng pag-alis ng Mom mo kaya ganoon nalang din ang galit mo ng umalis ako. I wanted to say sorry but you said I shouldn't. But then i
