Hinihingal pa din ako hanggang sa makarating ako sa shower room ng kwarto ko. Mabilis kong hinubad ang damit sa katawan ko hanggang sa wala nang matira. Walang saplot na tumapat ako sa shower saka binuksan ‘yon.Cold water immediately dripped down my body. It was cold, yet it was relaxing me.
Mariin kong ipinikit ang mga mata ko, pero isa lang ang agad na pumasok sa isip ko.
Ang teacher ko...
His damn masculine and gorgeous body.
And his huge and hard member right between his thighs.
Shit! Hindi dapat ako nag-iisip ng ganito! I mean, alam ko naman, inaamin ko naman sa sarili ko na may gusto ako sa kanya. But to actually lust for my teacher? That's just way beyond my limitation. Pero kahit alam kong mali.
Hindi ko mapigilan.
Hindi ko masabi sa sarili ko na nababaliw na ako dahil mula kanina. Mula nung nakita ko s’ya na totally walang saplot sa katawan. Para bang hindi na lang pagkagusto ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya.
I'm having lust for my teacher and I'd be damned if I don't get him. If my body won't get what it wanted.
Narinig ko naman yung phone ko na nagri-ring mula sa bedroom pero hindi ko ‘yon pinansin. Mabilis na akong nagsabon ng katawan saka tinapos na ang pagsa-shower. After that, I wore a pair of my pajamas then quickly ran downstairs to greet my mom. Hindi ko kasi s’ya pinansin kanina dahil tuluy-tuloy na ako sa kwarto ko.
The next day, tahimik na naman akong umupo sa desk ko. Pero ang kaibahan lang, ngayon, hindi ako sure kung gusto ko bang makita si sir Mendoza. Dahil alam ko na sa oras na tingnan ko s’ya, wala akong mai-imagine kundi ang itsura ng katawan n’ya.
At di nga ako nagkamali. The moment he stepped inside the class, nawala na agad ang focus ko sa ibang bagay.
My focus and full concentration completely turned to him.
I was looking at him.
But I was more on fantasizing about his body.
Habang gumagalaw s’ya sa harap ng board, nagfe-flex din ang muscles n’ya sa braso, even his chest's muscles. And I couldn't help but stare.
Hindi ko rin mapigilan ang mag-blush kapag nasasagi sa bandang ibaba ng katawan n’ya ang mga mata ko.
Damn! Di lang ako makapaniwala na nakita ko na s’ya without those clothes. And I know exactly what's underneath those pants. One word. It was 'huge!'
He was still sexy though, with clothes, or even when he was fully naked.
I was still staring at him when he suddenly cleared his throat.
"Ms. Francisco, class is already dismissed." sabi n’ya.
"P-po?" parang lula akong sumagot. Agad akong dumiretso ng pagkakaupo saka niligid ang mata ko sa buong room only to realize na kami na lang dalawa ang nandito.
"Mas lalo ka yatang nagi-space out, Ms. Francisco? Something happened?" he asked me, carefully observing my every move. Nung una, hindi ako agad nakapag-respond. Pero maya-maya, I just found myself staring at him, tapos biglang pumasok na naman sa isip ko yung itsura n’ya na hubad, kaya automatically, bigla akong nag-blush. Yumuko ako para hindi n’ya makita ang mukha ko saka umiling.
"W-wala po sir." pagsisinungaling ko.
"Are you sure?" he asked me again, na halata namang nagdududa.
"Y-yes sir." nabubulol kong sagot.
Naramdaman ko s’yang tumayo mula sa upuan n’ya, saka lumigid then naupo sa table n’ya while facing my direction.
"Alam mo bang may pumasok sa bahay ko kahapon, Ms. Francisco?" maya-maya, sinabi n’ya. I froze at his statement. I couldn't find the right words to say. I mean, bakit n’ya to sinasabi sa akin? Alam ba n’ya? Nakita ba n’ya ako?
Then I sat up straight, then looked at him.
"A-ano pong ibig nyong sabihin s-sir?" tanong ko. Nag-shrug s’ya tapos humalukipkip.
"Nothing. I was just saying, there was this someone who barge into my place without my permission." sabi n’ya then pinagmasdan akong maigi. Napalunok ako. Ano bang sasabihin ko?
"Ahh, s-sir. M-masama nga po talaga n pumasok sa bakuran ng may bakuran na w-wala man lang paalam ng may-ari." sabi ko. Hindi na talaga ako komportable sa nangyayari. Para kasing hinuhuli n’ya ako e.
"Paano mo naman nalaman na sa bakuran ko s’ya nandon, Ms. Francisco? I didn't say that person only went to my backyard. I said it was in my house." sabi n’ya.
Oh shoot! Now I'm busted!
"Ahh, s-sir. Ang ibig ko pong sabihin, k-kasi...d-dadaan po muna sa bakuran diba po? Bago makarating sa loob ng bahay." paliwanag ko. Tumaas ang kilay n’ya.
"That was not what you said. Now tell me Ms. Francisco, where were you yesterday afternoon, right after class?" he asked, eager to know the answer. He even leaned forward telling me he was really into hearing the truth from my mouth.
Pakiramdam ko nanunuyo ang lalamunan ko. Gusto kong tumakbo, pero parang nanginginig ang tuhod ko. At alam kong bibigay to sa oras na tumayo ako.
"N-nasa--" simula ko pero pinutol n’ya agad ang sasabihin ko.
"Don't even try lying to me, Ms. Francisco." sabi n’ya. Hindi naman s’ya galit, actually para ngang may pagka-playful yung tone n’ya. But I'm still terrified, dahil malalaman n’ya na talagang pumunta pa ako sa bahay n’ya, at pagdating naman don, I swear I didn't expect I would even see him completely naked.
It was all pure coincidental!
And I also didn't want him to be thinking that I was obsessed with him. But seeing things, I guess I was. But more than that, I really like him.
Napahawak naman ako sa desk ko saka hinawak ko yung isang kamay ko sa upuan na nasa harap ko. Dahan-dahan akong tumayo at nang masigurado kong kaya kong lumakad nang hindi matutumba, agad akong tumakbo papunta sa pinto but to no avail... he was already blocking my way even before I reach the doorknob para tuluyang makalabas ng room na to.
Agad akong napatingin sa kanya nang hawakan n’ya ang braso ko.
"You're not leaving this room without telling me the truth." sabi n’ya, he was staring into my eyes. But I was looking at his lips while he spoke. Napalunok ako.
God! I wanted to kiss him! Isa lang. Kahit isang halik lang.
I felt his grip on me tightened then nang tumingin ako sa mga mata n’ya, nahuli ko s’yang nakatingin din sa mga labi ko.
At bago ko pa nga mapigilan ang sarili ko, I just found myself throwing my arms around his neck and my lips smashing his kissable lips. I literally threw myself to him and he groaned at the sudden contact of our bodies.
It took him awhile before realizing what I just did, then nang ma-absorb ng utak n’ya ang ginawa ko at bago pa man ako humiwalay mula sa pagdidikit ng mga labi namin, naipulupot na n’ya ang isang braso n’ya sa bewang ko at ang isang kamay naman ay sa batok ko.
Nagsimula n’yang igalaw ang labi n’ya sa ibabaw ng labi ko. I moaned against his lips. It was my first kiss. And it was him I was kissing with. I also started moving my lips to respond to his and seconds later, our lips were already moving in sync. He bit my lower lip and I moaned. He was trying to push his tounge inside my mouth asking for entrance, so I parted my lips to let him in. He started exploring inside my mouth. Damn, he was so good at it, every passing second made me want more of him. His mere lips kissing mine was already sending shivers down my spine.
Then nagsimulang bumaba ang kamay n’ya na nasa batok ko pababa sa braso ko, then sa kamay ko, hanggang mapunta ‘yon sa bewang ko. He gripped my waist and I moaned as he pulled me closer against his body. Humakbang s’ya then he pinned me agaisnt the wall. Pinagpatuloy n’ya ang maalab na paghalik sa akin hanggang sa pakiramdam ko, kinakapos na kami ng hangin. Saglit kaming naghiwalay pero sobrang magkalapit pa rin ang mga katawan namin.
Naramdaman kong nakatitig lang s’ya sa akin pero wala akong magawa kundi yumuko. Dahan-dahan kong ibinaba ang mga kamay ko na nakapulupot pa rin sa leeg n’ya pero hindi sinasadyang naihimas ko ‘yon sa malapad n’yang dibdib. He groaned at my touch then pushed himself more against me.
"Damn you're making me crazy" he whispered in his husky voice. I couldn't help biting my lower lip. Pakiramdam ko, sinisilaban na agad ako sa kinatatayuan ko. That was one heck of a sexy voice at lalo akong nagiinit sa kanya.
Hinawakan n’ya ang baba ko at marahan inangat ‘yon para magtama ang mga mata namin.
"Why did you kiss me?" tanong n’ya. Tanong na alam kong hindi ko masasagot. Bakit nga ba?
Dahil gusto ko? Fck! Syempre gusto kong mahalikan s’ya! Pero sapat ba ‘yon para idahilan ko sa kanya? I mean, teacher ko s’ya. Hindi tama yung ginawa ko. Pero hindi ko na napigilan yung sarili ko eh. He was so close to me. I just couldn't resist him like that.
Tahimik na lang akong nakatingin sa kanya habang di pa rin ako makaisip ng magandang sasabihin. He grinned then hinawakan n’ya ang magkabilang bewang ko.
"Alright, you can ignore that question but not this one. Josette..." simula n’ya then tumitig sa mga mata ko ng maigi. At di ko rin mapapalampas na first time n’ya akong tinawag sa mismong pangalan ko. Ibang-iba ang dating kapag s’ya nagbigkas ng pangalan ko. He made it sound ten times better!
So while I was thinking about him mentioning my name, talagang nakatitig lang s’ya sa akin then suddenly spoke up. He said the words that made me extremely blush!
"Josette, did you, or did you not see me naked yesterday? I knew it was you so don't ever try lying to me." sabi n’ya agad. Namula ang mukha ko. Bakit ba kailangan n’yang maging sobrang prangka?! Hindi tuloy ako nakasagot at talagang nag-blush lang ako sa harap n’ya.
"I knew it." he whispered knowingly. Napatingin ako sa kanya.
"H-hindi ka galit s-sir?" tanong ko na talagang nabubulol. He shook his head.
"No." sabi n’ya. Tumango naman ako tapos naramdaman kong gumagalaw ang kamay n’ya na nasa bewang ko at marahan na tumataas baba ‘yon. His touch was quickly turning me on.
"But don't you think it's unfair Josette?" maya-maya, sabi n’ya.
"I mean, you've already seen me naked. So how about you?" sabi n’ya. Agad akong namula pero parang may kung ano sa sinabi n’ya. Sa boses n’ya. Sa mga mata n’ya na nag-push sa akin para iyakap ko ulit ang mga braso ko sa leeg n’ya. Then I whispered, "we'll see."
He groaned then immediately kissed me savagely.
At first, the kiss was so rough that I couldn't catch up. Pero maya-maya lang, naging marahan ‘yon at maingat which I loved.
I moved my lips and although I was new with all this, I found myself picking up with his every move.
He started caressing my sides then down to my thighs and I couldn't help but moan. His lips trailed down from my lips down to my jawline, then down to my neck. I tugged my fingers through his hair and he groaned. Damn it was so sexy. He sucked my skin, sometimes leaving little bites to my neck. I knew it was going to leave hickeys at my skin but I really didn't mind.
His one hand then caressed my sides onto my stomach then to my breast. I gasped as his hands massaged my breast on top of the material. I couldn't help but moan at the sudden sensation. God, I want him!
I felt his other hand reaching out for the doorknob locking it. Then his hand came back to thighs. He then held me by my thighs carrying me. I encircled my legs around his hips and as I did, I accidentally felt his hard member against me.
He walked us towards his table then made me sit there. He then pushed all the papers down the floor then he slowly pushed my shoulder making me lie down on top of the table.
All the warnings in my head, all the voices telling me this was all wrong completely faded away when I looked into his eyes.
It was full of lust and desire. But there was this glint of something I couldn't really decipher. And that one thing made me continue what was already happening.
After he stared at me, he lay himself down on me then started kissing me again while unbottoning my blouse. I didn't really notice when he finished it then he pulled me up to get rid of it. He then unlocked my bra next, still kissing me and when he finally did it. He threw both my blouse and my bra down the floor. I made my self lie down the table as he stared at me. His eyes raked down my fully exposed breast. I tried to cover it but he stopped me.
"Don't. You're beautiful Josette." he said then leaned down on me then kissed me by my lips. It was only quick though as his lips trailed down my neck down to my collar bone, and down between my breasts. I moaned as his hands kneaded both of my breasts. His right hand pinched my already hard nipple then it was replaced by his lips.
I arched my back as his hot mouth sucked my aroused nipples. I was moaning like crazy. It was so sensual and it was making me so damn hot! Pleasure was building up the lower part of my abdomen and I knew it was because of one thing. I want him...
He continued kissing me down my breast until his one hand moved further down reaching my belly then between my thighs. I moaned loudly as he moved his hand on top of my panty. He was putting me on fire and it wasn't helping now that he was making circling motion down there, in my most sensitive part right between my thighs.
My hands made its own way unbottoning his shirt. I could feel him smiling against my skin and he just continued sucking one breast to another giving much intensity.
I finished unbottoning his shirt then he pulled away one second to get rid of his polo. I pushed myself up to unbuckle his belt then unzipping his pants. He groaned as I unintentionally touched his crouch. He gripped on my hips as I pulled his pants down. It fell down his feet then he stepped away from it.
I gulped when I once again saw him almost naked. He was becoming even more gorgeous by each passing second and I knew that he knew what I was thinking. I need to feel him.
I slowly raised my hands then felt his chest on my hands. He was so damn sexy I couldn't get enough of him.
He then pulled my skirt down leaving me only with my panty. He softly pushed me again to lie down the table while he was kissing me. He touched me again down there and made a circling motion. I moaned as the intensity doubled up due to our almost naked body.
He was only in his boxers while I was wearing my panty.
Suddenly, he pushed my panty on the side touching me completely down there. I moaned as he found my clit and he flicked it.
"Ah shit!" I couldn't help but moan louder but I was controlling my voice. Someone might be around outside this room and they might hear us but I doubt it, knowing the other students. They are probably in the canteen because it was still break time.
And I also guess my teacher here was enjoying himself as he pushed one finger inside me. I moaned as the feeling of pain and more lust took over me.
I gripped his shoulders as he pumped his fingers up and down my core. My belly was moving uncontrollably because of the sensation. He then quickly pulled off my panty then his head leaned down onto my core.
I gasped as his lips met my core, gosh! He was driving me crazy! He started sucking me then pushed his tounge inside me making my body filled with greater lust.
My right hand on the other side found its way onto his torso. I heard him groan as I touched the bulge on his boxers. I felt his member throbbed as I started moving my hands agaisnt it.
"Fck I want you" he said huskily.
I pulled him up so we were now face to face. I kissed him torridly for a moment, our lips moving with so much urgency.
"Take me now" I said between our kisses.
He didn't let a second pass then he pulled off his boxers away from his body. He then positioned himself between my thighs, parting my legs wide apart.
"Are you sure you want this? You know you could still back out" he stated. But I could see him also fighting with his own self. I mean, he said those words to give me a choice if I'd still want to continue having sex with him. It was so sweet of him but I knew what I wanted.
I want him.
And I know he wants too...
I slowly nodded then held his hard member in my soft hand and he groaned. He was so big that I was kind of scared now. I mean, how was he be able to fit inside me? Nevertheless, I won't stop this, not now. Not ever. So I stared into his eyes with lust... and so much passion.
"I want you." I said. And with that, he leaned down to kiss me. I felt his member poking my core until he slowly thrusted inside me.
I moaned and screeched in pain as I felt his huge member inside. He wasn't totally in me, but it was already hurting me.
He then thrusted gently so as not to hurt me more. He also deepened the kiss to distract my mind from the pain.
After few moments of taking time, my body somehow adjusted to his hugeness. I pushed myself agaisnt him signalling him I was ok now. He did get the message and as he moved, his every thrust became faster and so much better.
"Ohh! Faster!" I moaned and he did as I say. He thrusted up and down. I was completely enjoying it. I couldn't believe this thing felt so good!
He then continued pumping inside me and I felt my body tightened. I moaned even harder and he knew I needed release. He moved even faster and as I had my first orgasm, his muscles also tightened. His thrusts became even faster and harder and before he released, he already pulled himself out of me then cummed on my belly. I was just staring at him when he was doing that.
When he finished, we were both breathing heavily and he collapsed on top of me. His hot and deep breath sent shivers down my spine as he breathed on my neck.
"Damn that was amazing" he said between pants.
"Yeah" I responded with a smile on my lips, then kissed him on his cheek.