Allie’s POV. I felt my heart thudding against my chest as Hunter's fierce voice sliced through the silence. "What do you mean you did not find his pulse?" The words seemed to float in the air, the thick tension suffocating me. She kept quiet, her eyes darting everywhere and then Hunter stepped forward. "We are...still...look…ing.. for his pulse," the nurse stammered, my eyes wide with shock. As a single tear rolled down my cheek, my mind raced, repeating the words "if only" is like a broken record. I couldn't believe I had done this; I had killed him. If only I had not run away, if only I had accepted my fate. If only and if only. The nurse's words became muffled as I began to move backwards slowly and then I turned on my heels and ran as fast as I could, tears now flowing freely. The

