Loving Him (De Soliel Series#2)

This is only a WORK OF FICTION. Names,characters,places and events are FICTITIOUS, unless otherwise stated. Any resemblance to a real person, living or dead, or actual event is purely COINCIDENTAL. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. No part of this story may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, without the prior permission of the author. PLAGIARISM IS A SERIOUS CRIME! A/n: I hope you guys enjoy reading this book! Support me by Voting and Voicing out your Reactions down on the comment section. Id gladly appreciate it ! ARIGATO GOZAIMASU ?? "I don’t like weak and vulnerable women, and you are one of them." He then turned his back at me and left me there standing and deeply hurt. Alam kong sobra na yung hinihingi ko sa kanya pero hindi ko sya masisisi. For a hopeless romantic such as myself, masyadong hopeless lang talaga akong mahalin. I thought that time when he told me that, we wouldn't have a breakthrough and that I should just give up. I have experienced loving someone in my lifetime and that was enough.. it was supposed to be. but . . . . . There was light . . . there was a chance, I got selfish and wanted more, I took it. and look where it got us. This is when and where everything started. It was a rough path but I managed to get by, not until He almost knew about my secret and that is where everything ended. "I am leaving. I’m going far away," I said. It was almost a whisper, my tears begging to fall. I cannot bear seeing him like this. "I will come with you, I can go wherever I want, whenever I want to and where I want to be is beside you. I can leave everything and just be with you." I turned my back on him. Tears came rushing down, streaming through my face. I can't afford to see him like this, it’s breaking my heart. I didn't want to leave too. I just want to be beside him, be with him and love him for as long as I can but everything has its limits. I want to be selfish! I want him beside me . . . "Please, don't leave me. I will change, I will be good to you. I’m sorry for hurting you before and I regret everything I've done but I promise to never hurt you ever again. Just please, stay." He hugged me from behind. it hurts me seeing him beg to me like this. It is breaking my heart in a million pieces even though may sakit talaga ako sa puso . . . . . . how ironic. para akong sinasaksak and my heart feels heavy I could die right now. If I were in a different situation, kinikilig na siguro ako ngayon. I always wanted him to want me to stay and be with him. Pero hindi na pwede. "I can't I’m sorry, Lj." I said for the last time, removing his hands on my waist and getting away from him.. . . . . . I do not want to let go.. . . . . . I do not want to look back. I went to the car that was waiting for me outside and when we were just about to leave, he came rushing towards us, trying to open the door and calling my name. but I left .. I left him there, broken. I hate myself. this is my fault. I have always wanted to tell him the truth. My secret that I have kept for so long and to everybody else. Only a few people knew that I am sick and I might die. At first I just wanted to know how feeling in love feels like. But as soon as I fell, I wanted more. My dream to be loved back by the person I love, came true but it was a mistake.. letting your loved one suffer with you, I couldn't do that to him. I am sick.. I wanted to tell him that everyday but I couldn't bear letting him feel how I feel everyday. I do not know the outcome. I will not become more selfish. I am not selfish but I will continue to love you from afar.. LJ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . They said as we get older we will learn to appreciate everything and understand that every inevitable outcome, has a purpose. My name is Scarlet Venice Go, 24 years old. I was always curious how the outer world seemed so enticing, living as free as a bird, but even birds land when they are tired. I want to experience all those normal reactions to life without worrying or having anyone worry about me. The world works in mysterious ways, I sometimes wonder why it was me.. me who have to suffer and have limitations to everything without even getting to experience them for myself. I want to fall in love, experience heart break, work and earn my keep, travel without worries .. I just wish I could be that person who can be needed by someone. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - This is a story about Scarlet Venice Go, the daughter of Charlotte Jen de la Torre Go and Clark Jen Go of MY SECRET MARRIAGE. And about a hotblooded, ruthless billionaire, Lancaster Josh De Soliel. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Join me as we take a trip on their story, discover lies, secrets, romance, struggles, heart breaks and many other. I am Happy that you have added this on your library and is reading this. Please continue to support me until I finish this book! I Am very happy I can share this happy and satisfying moment with my readers.