Chapter 103
The Ramblings of My Mind – Rebecca Colton-Hansen.
So, I guess I am a f*****g queen. There's a shock. Not that the role scares me at all, I have had the best teacher on how to be a good royal since the day I was born. That is not the reason for me being awake at night or the fact I am s**t scared, or the reason I feel the need to write my emotions today.
No, the reason for my entry, fears and sleepless nights is because I know my Fredrick is struggling. It is breaking my heart to watch him battle the same guilt that had once, and to be honest, still does at times, consumed me. You would think, after everything, that I would know exactly what to say, what to do. But the truth is, as I watch the bravest man I know battling against the grip of depression, as it desperately atte
