✤ Freya ✤ I couldn’t believe he was gone. Dead. I still couldn’t wrap my head around the fact that he was gone. Every time I woke up, and the realization hit, I felt as if I was living in my very own nightmare. Rejected. Twice. Lost my pup. Lost Ryder. Lost Cole. Why was this happening to me? Did I really deserve all of this? I shook my head as I looked around my bedroom. My gaze caught my own reflection in the floor-length mirror, and I smiled sadly. It wasn’t even that long ago that I was standing in front of that mirror getting ready to meet Ryder’s family. Now, he was gone. We had buried him just yesterday and the pain had only just begun. With Ryder’s burial, his parents had demanded that justice be served. Justice? How? Who the hell would do something like this? My emotions skyrocke