Eleanor
Numb, that is all I feel as I stare at what is left of my husband. The ashes are slowly blowing away with the wind, taking my heart with it. My soul is fractured right down to its core and I don't know if I will ever be able to fix what broke the moment I felt the mate bond snap. I want to hate the world, want to blame someone for his sacrifice, but I know that will only make things worse, drive away the people that I love. I wish I had never come here, I wish he would have decided to stay home and help with the dragons that remained. I wish and I keep wishing but it won't change anything. I know I can't go back even if we found a way to do that. I won't belong in that world without him.
I can hear Fraya's footsteps retreating and I am happy that she listened, that she is giving
