[Repudiation.]
It felt even more awkward in the house after Ally "caught" me and dad in bed together. I kept wondering if she told Monica about it. What would they think if they found out? Of course, there wasn't much to "find out" about anyway. So we had touched each other. It didn't mean much, really. I still wasn't even sure what my dad thought about the whole thing. I realized I was actually extremely nervous about that. Wondering what he thought. Was he grossed out about it?
A week after my little sister barged in on us (right when we were getting to the good part, too!), I felt desperate to see my dad again. Intimately, I mean. Of course, I had seen him. We lived in the same house. But I constantly felt like I was on my tip toes. Mustering up the courage, I finally got out of bed a
