In the shower, I feel so strange. The total of my s****l experience is giving blowjobs to one boy during my junior year of high school. That's about two blowjobs a week for five months, from the homecoming dance to when he moved away because of his father's transfer. I guess an eighteen-year-old girl like me who can claim to have forty to fifty blowjobs under her belt is pretty experienced in that department. Ultimately, though, it was one boy I thought I loved, as sixteen-year-old girls do. Who knows if I'm any good at it? I mean, a sixteen-year-old boy probably thinks any blowjob is perfect. As I shampoo my hair and think about how I'll be sucking my stepfather's c**k tonight, it occurs to me that I'll want to go online and see if I can find some how-to blogs or tips and tricks.

