Jemima He wanted to tell me but I didn’t want to listen. He wants to say it out but I was feeling weird. Torn between what I wanted to do or not. It is enough that this revenge of a thing isn’t making me enjoy the feeling of having my mate for myself and now that I was beginning to like it all, to feel what others are feeling and is growing to know the pack and the people of the pack, I was scared of hurting them. They have shown me love, taught me things I never knew and have made me realize what it feels like to have a family of different siblings. I know I shouldn’t be saying this and of course, it was something I would have brought up too, to know his past but somehow, I didn’t want to hear it. I don’t want to partake in some revenge that would disfigure the woman I am becoming, th