Brady I went home for one night, but I didn't sleep at all. I was too busy thinking about Alexandria, and about how bad I had f****d things up with her. It seemed like no matter how hard I tried, she wouldn't let her guard down with me. I knew it was stupid for me to leave the way I did, and I couldn't stop worrying that it would be the final straw for her. However, I couldn't stay there any longer, just to continue watching her and Liam be affectionate towards each other. What I needed more than anything was to sit down with my bestfriend and get advice from him. Since Alexandria was James' cousin, he might be able to give me some pointers on how to earn her affection back, and if he couldn't, maybe Bethany could. With what I thought to be a good idea in mind, I

