LAYLA I get all settled in on the plane after I just watched Jake walking past me making sure that his leg touches my arm. I do not know what is going on between us but it is as if after this morning's encounter that something has changed between us. There has always been this s****l tension between us that I do not want to acknowledge. But now it is almost like we have an appreciation for each other. I do not know where this is going to take us but I must say deep in my heart I want to see where it goes. I know that it can not happen and that he definitely must have someone or someones that he enjoys more. I make myself comfortable in my seat as I know we are going to have to sleep for the night. We have a tight schedule when we land because the show will already happen tomorrow night.