JAKE I took a big chance asking Layla if she might eat with me. I am holding my breath and not realizing it. I look into her now red eyes from the slushy that was thrown in her face and I wish I can see what she is thinking but I do not know her well enough to know. I would love to have her company and just spend a little bit more time with her. I did not think that I could be this nervous again. After I have been with so many women before I thought, I would never feel that nervousness and butterflies again but for some reason, she came into my life and turned everything upside down. I enjoy every moment of the chaos that she brings into my life. It is as if something is pulling me closer to her. I can but only hope that she feels the same as I do but still I do not know if I should pur