I wake up the next morning feeling sore and tired. I did not get too much sleep last night. I was twisting and turning all night long. I couldn’t get Austin off my mind. I wonder if he is okay. I wonder what happened after he left the club. What did his father say to him? Are we over? All these questions circle my head while I lay awake and while I slept I kept having nightmares. Nightmares about the man who Austin punched dying or nightmares about Austin hitting me. I am basically traumatised. What makes this situation worse is that he is a police officer. If word gets out that he hit a man in a nightclub he can possibly lose his job or ranking. That would kill him. Austin loves his job and has worked hard to get to where he is. I feel terrible. This is all my fault!
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