Ella POV I was completely silent as my hair and makeup were worked on. I was replaying my murder in my head over and over again. The thought of walking down the aisle with David again made me feel sick to my stomach. I didn’t try to hide the miserable expression on my face; I was sure it would be attributed to my argument with Amanda or just the stress of being a bride. The truth was, it was much more than that. Despite the plan I had in place, I was terrified that everything was still going to fail and I would be trapped, repeating the cycle with David. I didn’t want to lose my family again. I didn’t want to lose everything to him and Amanda. I wish I had been able to speak to Alexander properly. He had such an easy way of reassuring me—just being able to talk t

