Chapter 89-----I'm Divorced, I'm Not Good Enough for You Just a few days ago, I would have jumped at the chance, thrilled to go. But now, the image of Theodore being rescued keeps replaying in my head. I feel so ashamed seeing another guy so soon, like I couldn't live without a man for even a second. So, after hesitating, I made up an excuse: "I don't think I can tonight. I'm going to my grandma's for dinner." "Oh, okay, I get it."He was still being super nice. "Then we'll reschedule." ??Okay.?? I hung up and immediately hated myself. I clearly loathe Theodore and dream of divorcing him. So why, now that I'm finally here, almost at the finish line, do I suddenly feel so down? Was my bleeding heart acting up again just because of his miserable life? I slapped myself hard on the rig